[Update]

Things change.. It may take years, weeks, days or even seconds to change.
Things changed in a way, and i wonder what's with me now?
The one thing that i have been holding on for so long, hoping it will bring me somewhere near.
But when i was given so many chances, i choose to let go.

Why??

Was it because i was too confused, spoilt with too many choices?
Or am i finally being smacked right awake back to the reality?

I'm actually quite happy and contented with what i have now.
I didn't regret my choice, i could have had a chance. But i gave it up.


I wouldn't say I have totally given it all up. Perhaps i just needed a break.
Yes people say.. chances are hard to come by. Ohh wells.
Maybe i can say.. 就跟着感觉走吧 =)

[Updated]



Still up at this wee hour.. decided to aimlessly surf around to kill time till i feel tired ;p

I was browsing through several friend's blogs. It's nice having to read friend's daily happenings, whether it's happy or not they'll just let it out on their blog..

Sometimes.. i really have alot of things i would like to blog about. But i think twice.

I really don't seem to know the purpose of me blogging anymore? Because I have to think twice before i post anything. "Can this be post? Is it ok if i publish it?" Like im limited to post stuffs on my own blog. I would very much love to share the joy, laughters, sadness, anger.. basically everything. Because that's just simply what blogging is about. But i guess i cant really do so.. for now. Or who knows, i might not be even allowed to have this post? Hmm.. (Well don't ask me why, there's certain reasons to it.)

I don't wish to keep everything and hide things to myself. Regardless of joy or sorrow. Because i don't want to be drowned by them, why be so selfish to keep everything to yourself? Well.. we shall see how things go from now on.

Argh~ Ok i guess my body is signaling red light to me already..

Anyways im contented with what i have now =)

Nights loves~